Mr. Bad Mood

I tried to draw Yin How's face last weekend. I can draw my own face in 15 minutes, but couldn't get his face right for hours. Even when I drew the wedding cartoon of the two of us, it took me the whole day to draw his little cartoon face.

Tried to give him a smiling mouth in this drawing but couldn't get it right, so gave up. He's always in a bad mood from Monday to Friday anyway so it suits him. And I couldn't give him a cartoony look so I abandoned this drawing. Posting it here anyway.

Dinner at Chillis

I had dinner with Mun and Shu-Yin last Friday. And we didn't take any photos. :( But since I was in my "I-need-to-draw-and-color" phase, I drew this to remember the night. :)

Based on my memory, I think this was what we were wearing that night. Was my memory correct?

For one weekend, I turned into a kid

Can you remember when you were a kid and your parents bought you those 24 or 36 color pencils set, and that would be the proudest thing to have in the class, and during art classes, you would take it out from your schoolbag and proudly display it on your desk, and when you opened it, you get that little rush of excitement looking at your new color pencils, and every time you used it, you would make sure you arrange all the color pencils back according to their color?

Thinking back, all it takes to make a kid excited is a set of new color pencils. And for 2 days, I became a kid again. :)

My coloring craze explained

There... this is why I've been coloring. Drew a little cartoon of myself, thought it looked cute so I decided to color it and make it into my blog header.

I'm liking the new blog look. :)

And Russell ate up one of my color pencil, the one where I took half an hour choosing which one to buy. Dumb dumb dog. :(

It's Friday already?

It’s Friday. I can’t believe it. It’s not that I’m not happy that it’s Friday (which crazy person is not happy that the weekend is almost here?), it’s just that I blinked and suddenly it’s Friday. Where did the whole week go? Where did the whole of last week go?

I usually update my blog a few times a week but this week passed too fast. Partly because I’m learning up some new freaking alien stuff at work and partly also because I’ve suddenly got this crazy urge to do something which I’ve hated ever since school. This sudden inspiration caused me to drag Yin How yesterday to Tesco, spent 10 minutes at Popular, then 15 minutes at Tesco, then went back to Popular for another 5 minutes just to compare color pencils. Yin How of course was in a sulky mood because it was almost 8pm and he was hungry and tired and couldn't understand why I needed half an hour to choose color pencils. :P

I was at the dining table happily coloring with my new color pencils until I missed American Idol. Genny says I’m having one of those “mid-life” crisis where I’m going backwards in time. I actually can’t wait to go home later to continue my coloring but I have a dinner later to go to. :(

Don’t worry, I’m not crazy, even though it does sound crazy. :)

Why this sudden urge? Let’s just say I find my work colorless so I’ve been fascinated by anything colorful lately. If I was talented, I would rather be a graphic designer. Or a psychiatrist because I find the human mind interesting. I still love coding though, so my dream job would definitely be to work in Google (who wouldn’t want to work in Google?) or any web-based company where things make sense to me.

Well, it's just a dream. :)

My temporary vain phase

There are a lot of things I know I should be doing to be healthy, like being nagged to eat more vegetables all my life, but I don't really care. But for some reason, after I watch Dr. Oz's show for just 1 hour, I was determine to eat more vegetables.

I'm not a vain person. I go to the hairsaloon once a year when I can't stand my hair anymore. And I hardly use any makeup and don't bother to buy beauty products. I know I'm suppose to wear sunscreen to protect my skin, but I've always been too lazy. And I think my freckles are cute. Until one day all those little cute freckles decided to join up and form one mama freckle, it doesn't look so cute anymore. Dr. Oz calls them age spots, and after I watched his show, I got paranoid and went out to buy sunscreen lotion that same week.

Anyway, while I'm still in my vain mode (which I'm sure will die down soon), I'm thinking of getting a hair cut. If you know me well, I hardly ever change my hairstyle. I'm just too much of a chicken for any drastric changes (thanks to Mun Yi who screamed at me at the one time I changed my hairstyle).

So I went online, uploaded my photo and tried out all the different celebrity hairstyles out there (see whether you can recognize any of those hairstyles).

I started with short hair, but I personally don't think I look good in short hair.

Then I went on to long hair styles.


So, so, so... long or short? Let me know which one looks the best. :)

And since I was already doing this, I did a makeover as well. Photo the left is with me without any makeup. Photo on the right is after the makeover I did online. Makeup really does change a person's appearance huh?

Yin How thinks I have nothing better do to... And he's right, I've got nothing better to do on a Sunday afternoon. So what? A girl should be allowed to be vain once in a while right? :P

Anyway, if you have nothing better to do and wanna try this out yourself, go to instyle. It's fun. ;)

Done

Finally declared my income tax. And I overpaid my tax which means the government owes me money. Yay!~

The mad morning rush to work

It was raining the whole night so I kinda expected a lot of places were flooded. Yin How received a text message saying the road to Dell in front of Jabil was flooded so we had to take the back way instead of the coastal highway. I was sulking in the morning because Yin How broke our agreement of he driving to work in the morning and I driving back home. He quickly jumped in the passenger seat leaving me no choice but to get into the driver seat.

We took the Bukit Jambul way and traffic was ridiculously bad. It didn’t seem to make any difference whether the traffic light was green or red because cars were hardly moving. And I was already tensed because I had to drop Yin How at work first and rush for a 8am meeting. Got frustrated being stuck at the junction so I turned back to Intel to head to the coastal highway. And the road to Intel was FLOODED.

After bypassing a few cars which had broken down in the flood, praying that my own car won't break down, the traffic on the coastal highway was worst! And to make me even more tensed, Yin How decided that he had to get the worst stomachache ever. And he kept groaning in pain, going “Oooo…. Arghhhhhh…..don’t talk to me… don’t break too hard… I’m going to shit in the car soon... It's NOT funny...”, leaving me no choice but to become one of those bastards on the road who squeeze and cut queues and force their way at every single opportunity.

Couldn’t use the traffic light junction to turn into Phase IV because traffic was so bad, so drove like a mad person towards Motorola, skidded over huge puddles of water, cut the queue of cars to make the u-turn, and drove like crazy to Altera. I stopped the car at the 2nd floor of the carpark, dumped Yin How at the toilet, parked my car, ran to the men’s toilet, passed Yin How the car keys under the toilet door (first time I entered the men’s toilet at Altera) and ran like crazy to my meeting which I was already late for half an hour. I don’t know what happened to Yin How, but I guess he found somebody to open the exit gate at Altera and drove back to Dell.

And Ian was wondering why I didn’t send him a sms to tell him I was late…. I had a very stressful journey!

Smile :)

Because you can :)

Crying

Yin How can't understand why I cry. Yin How never cries. Throughout our nine years of relationship, I've only seen him cry not more than 5 times. Quote from my sister, he has "emotional constipation". Crying is a sign of weakness. In the cinema watching Marley and Me, I kept touching his eyes to see whether he cried but they were totally dry. His tear ducts are so under-utilized.

I, on the other hand, cry and cry and cry. To me crying is a way to release all the negative energy within me. And after a good cry, I'm able to jump and around and joke away with my eyes still swollen red and smaller than how small they already are. It's good to cry, I usually feel fresh and light and happy after that, unlike Mr. I'm-always-in-a-bad-mood-from-Mondays-to-Fridays. It's why woman live longer than men (that's what I think anyway).

So is it so wrong to cry?